There's always a brighter side in life we can look forward to.
Its just that the light is small, dim and difficult to find.
that is why we became so negative and depressed.

Its true that there is always a ray of light shining somewhere inside the darkness
but sometimes, we see it and refuse to walk towards it
why is this so?

looking on the bright side of life is a good thing.
being optimistic,
but sometimes, it becomes being too optimistic,
thats why we fall into traps and holes

sometimes i tried to be optimistic
but its not like i could do it everytime
one of my weakness in life as a human is sometimes not being able to be optimistic enough
and the other is being a little too paranoid.
one more other is linked is not getting that sense of security easily

this few days, i thought of how life meant to me
what i wanna achieve in life
how will people be affected if i were to get an aim or a purpose in life
well, if i were to get one, i would definitely have been a more confident man

i want everything in life to go smoothly
yes, now my life is quite smooth,
thats because im walking on endless flat land when people around me are climbing mountains
i would be having a smooth life, people around me would have a hard life with lots of bumps and obstacles
however, in the end, they will achieve something
they will reach the top of the mountain and die with their names carved on the mountain itself
while me, i will achieve nothing
continuing walking on the endless land and die being a nothing.

i realise i need someone to care about me
i need someone who would be there for me when im in need
appear out of nowhere when im lonely
a shoulders for me to lie on,
a lips to smile at me,
a body for me to hug on,
a heart for me to cherish on
well, that was just a wishful thought..