well, know what..
sometimes i feel life's sooo great
but sometimes, i feel so empty
and sometimes, i feel sooo lonely..

there were so many things that i wna throw out, to tell someone
but it dosent seems like there is someone i can talk to, to throw out my thoughts..
im done with keeping everything inside me like i use to do when i was young..
now, i just wna try opening up a little..
to try to start pouring my thoughts out bit by bit..
a little more by a little..

well, im thinking of life those few weeks.. it seems so random
dont know why
ha, well, lets talk some nice things
i bought a ipod touch! :)
well, i was considering whether to buy or not
and in the end i decided to buy
no real reason why, i just wna feel the touch screen :)
now its filled with applications! :)
just hope i dont get tired of it soon!

well, seems long since i last work
like going 2 weeks??
gonna work soon
i wna maintain the money i've save in my bank
i want more money in my bank!
well, for that, who dosent want right?
everybody wishes for more money
money dosent solve all problems, but you can say that money actually satisfy one person to some extend
you cant deny that,
touch your heart and you'll know its true
money lets you buy food to make you happy
lets you buy your wants to make you happy
it isnt everything, but its something
and for some people, it is everything they want their husband/boyfriend to have
so they can spend all of that, sit down and rock chair and do nothing at home
not spending a single cent.
FAT HOPE!!

i wna eat french beans!! :(

memories were memories, but i wonder whether those memories still exist..
or am i the same as those normal people? thrown away and forgotten?