i never thought i still have something in me
you know, i never regret keeping those things under the dust
and im glad i did kept it
to this date, reading back what has happened so long ago made me realise how i was in the past
i missed who i used to be..
the time when we first started out
the innocence times..
you activated my nose, my thoughts and my sense of humor
i had the best memorable times with you


here, i want to thank you..

thank you for entering my life.

you've made an impact in my life, a positive one. you made me understand myself more.

thank you for teaching me things in my life that i would never forget.

you taught me what is love, what it means and how it feels like for the first time in my life

thank you for the unselfish love that you have given me

i've felt it and i feel appreciative of that.

thanks for everything you have given me

i never threw it away, i kept them to the best i could

i want to keep it this way
i want to make myself miss those times
i want to make myself miss who i am before
and i will constantly remind myself who i used to be before, how much i've changed
i want to make myself live my whole life regretting for my lifetime
and i want to make myself miss you and our times for the whole of my life..

i miss how we used to be
Qiping