well well, time to blog..
been kinda frustrated with the coordinator in ritz
only give me work 2 days when i can work 5 days in a week
so miss the previous coordinator..
actually life's kinda boring now, especially when you arent really working
i like the days when im working
its gives me money to spend on myself, friends to joke to and brothers that makes me enjoy my hard day there

ah.. well well, band tomorrow
kinda like so long since last band practice
think got like one month le ba?
but i think the atmosphere now will be so much different

and i think i have some random resolutions in my mind
1. to stop drinking sugar or carbonated water everyday, including bandung
2. to stop eating kinder bueno everyday
3. to stop having cravings for food
well well, sounds kinda random, but when you are not working, its better to stay away from those food
its damn damn fattening
bad for health

oh ya! and im actually finding new themes for my windows 7 destop background theme
i had crime scene theme and music theme, now i dunno what theme i want to find

i realise im having some temptation of downloading games on my laptop for myself to play
but i actually stopped myself from doing that
becoming a game addict is no good and no life
i want to socialise with people, but not in the near future
until i find myself haveing more money then i will do that :)
oh ya, and say until this
gonna have trunpet section outing soon!!! :)

ok, so here come the part on my gad damn logic
you know what? everybody has unimaginable powers; powers that makes the impossible possible
but when it concerns 2 parties, it will take 2 hands to clap
to make the impossible possible, 2 parties must work hand in hand, decide on the same thing, having the same goal, the same mindset, the same heart
those are the key ingredients for making a successful revival
both have to do their part..
in this case, its never about different positions
its never about 'im a girl, those are not the things i do, only guy do those things'
when only one party is giving a 100% and the other party wasnt giving support, whether moral or physical support, the the whole thing would fail
to go against the flow of nature, you will need at least some moral support
without that, you sure lose
its like a soccer match without fans, you lose moral, and you give up

never miss the chance to say out whats inside your heart / never missing the chance to say i love you
yes, its true, thats the way to live life without regrets
but its always easier said than done
thats why living life without regrets is one big everyday challenge

ok, i think im actually talking craps and just some boring and random stuffs that's on my head
sorry for this boring post, shall go now! tata~~

i thought we sort of had a promise to each other..
or is it only me who is treating it as a promise?

its dying..
revive it!!! help me..