i feel guilty..
for living my life the way i wanted and not caring about the people around me..
for living my life like a moon, going round and round the same planet, knowing you will never reach the planet due to gravity nature and sorts
but sorries arent me. they cant change anything
actions can

but whether or not i will take actions is another thing
i want to live my life as a rich person with all my needs and wants fulfilled
but it always dosent seem to be the case

after living my life for 17 years, i realise how impactful money is
its an invention that changes people, making people greedy
and for me, i have to admit, i am a human
and most of the time, i tried to push money aside
i wanted a friendship, or something more valuable and precious than money
and at the same time, i wanted money too.
sounds kinda weird, but well.....

i brought the best and nicest memories with me..