wow, ok, mummy and daddy's watching chingay on the tv now
and somehow, i heard the happy birthday song being played
reminds me of birthdays ok, there were the memorable ones and the not so memorable ones
and im not referring to my own birthdays but celebrating people's birthday
but come to think of my birthdays for the last 16 years, the worst one was still when i was primary 6
on that day of my birthday, i was collecting my PSLE results
i went in happily, telling my mum that i would definitely do the same as my sis, getting 220 for my score and going damai sec
and even if no 220 also got at least 200
but i came out telling my mum that i got 188 for my PSLE score
and was scolded like hell for that
but i never regret getting that score
because getting into manjusri did develop me into this young adult here :)
the friends i made, the experience i got, and unforgettable things that i've encountered
and well, somehow i think myself as a quite clever, unique and special person
during my primary school days, i never liked myself and i always admire others
and i never liked my name
i was thinking: qi ping this name.. what a weird name is this? why my mum give me this name?
like the whole world very little people name qi ping and i just got the name
but now, i started to liked myself and my own name
i feel my name is so special and so unique
plus my surname, i think it makes me one of a kind :)
i dont think there are much people out there that has the surname HENG! :)
and even if they had, they would never had their chinese name as WANG
(in chinese, its written as 3 horizontal strokes and one vertical)
i think i had a friend who is name heng, but chinese he is huang instead
and my sec school got one more, but i dunno his chinese name is what
but i think im unique and special!! :)
and last time, i used to style my hair
i remember when i was in primary school, my style was right, left, right, then left parting :D
and when i say parting, its really parting, like u can see the one line of skin one
then when i was in sec school, the style was armani style
i put like damn lots of gel on my front to make it parallel to the ground :DD
and i always complain to my mum that i want to cut hair, cos my hair a while jiu long liao, then too heavy cannot style. HAHA!!
and and!! i remember when i was young, during my innocent period that time, i cut slope on my back
omg, that style really sucks man!
cos i (suspect) i have long neck, longer than average neck
and when i cut slope, my whole neck from the back was like expose.. omg....
then after that i rebelled, and never cut that style liao :D
well, on why i suspect my neck long is cause it looks long, feels tired easily, and when i grew long hair, my hair can go longer then what normal people can before getting caught by the DM
OH!! AND AND!! THIS ONE IS DEFINITELY A JOKE!!
U"LL LAUGH LIKE HELL!!
last time my side burn was... curled outside
i tell you! anybody who saw my hair curled out and knew me all laugh at me!!
thats why i never liked to take pictures when i was young

but now is totally different
i dont really care about my looks so much
cos i was thinking, if people should ever liked you, they should like you base on your personality, not the looks
looks are deceiving and they dont last
looks are first impression of people
onces you looked acceptable, you passed somehow
you dont need to look go to make girls melt
impressed them by personality and characteristic, thats the way!! :D

haha! so much about me, well, off i go for now!! tata!! :)

so much of what happened..
i want to be sure that im just paranoid
but i just couldnt master the courage to speak to you about any other thing else
i tried, and i failed, and now, i dont dare to try again..
anyway, just a sentence that i want to tell you
good luck for your exams :)