When you had the enjoyable day of your life;
When it felt so great like no other;
When you felt no worries, no burden, no stress;
When you almost forgot what you had to do;
When Time seems to pass so fast, that you just lose track of it;
When you laugh so hard till you could never stop laughing;
When you think of those things that happen and daydream about it at times..

i saw that moments in you, in your eyes, in your expressions
those moments were never the ones with me
that moments, that place, its where you truly belong

nevertheless, i wont give up just yet, not till the last moments where all hopes are gone
i will continue to create that world
waiting for you to enter and settle yourself inside
i know its difficult, but i dont care
i dont give a damn about it
i will continue to stand behind you
watching you from the back
and this time, catching you while you fall
i will try till the very end..
to create a world just for you alone..

well, its been quite a day
im really quite grateful to my cassmates, stephen especially
for asking me to come to school early just to clear my doubts
although i know i never did well in the exams, but i am truly grateful for offering your help
i will work hard next sem
i will try my best to see chan sii pan yan more next sem
i think if i roughly calculate, i dont think i even accumulate looking at her for more than say 6 hours??
i spent all my lectures sleeping
all my tutorial eating, sleeping and daydreaming
so well, maybe next sem i will try my best to see her like.. hmm, accumulate up one day??
one week got like 3hrs lecture plus 1hr tutorial, so one week is 4hrs
lets say one week i just see her 2hrs, add up also got 24hrs ba? :D
ok, lets not be calculative
i dont think i want to discuss about my paper ba?
i dont even know what to reject, what to take to find to reject
parameter also not sure how to write..

ok, lets talk about some other things :)
hmm.. what to talk about neh? oh! im starting to getting to know avon! :)
she is just like right in front of me
and i think the dress she wore is more of like a shirt?? (ok, dont get me wrong, avon is NOT a living thing, its a bear! :D)
and i realise that i could actually strip her off her clothes.. oops, sounds kinda sick huh. TSK!!!
ok la, hmm.. lets describe more about my messy table
well, its a nice table, long one, and messy though
the left 3 cabinets is occupied by my mum, to put some candle stuffs
then the right 3 cabinets is totally mine
the first compartment is like 'WOAH!! SO MANY ___ ______ pens!!
(anybody saw me taking a pen before should know what pens im referring to)
like a few dozens of them man!!
and lots of other that i could actually take home with me :DD
the second compartment is spoilt, dunno how to explain in words on how is its state, anyway, inside only got like packets of tissue papers??
the third compartment? ok, its all damn rubbish stuffs :DD
cos i cant really put my paper and textbooks and notes inside because of its odd length and width
(ya lor! dunno how the designer design de, design dao so fail! tsk!)
then below is a box (i shall not say whats inside, its been like 3-4 years old??) and my bag ans files and laptop case and a one-side acer destop speaker? HAHA!!
then comes my table top
i shall not say much, let the picture speak for me! :)



haha! well, it looks ok right? u know why? cos i took the whole table
try zooming in and u'll be like 'OMG!!' HAHA!!
ok la, i will pack when i finish my exams :)
hmm, shall post till here ba! till next time! :)

yes, i feel like an idiot..
but i think if i ever was given another chance on how i should go about it, i would do the same thing over again..
i would choose the same path..
till now, i have never regret going through what i've gone

i've sink deep down the ocean
and its been deep now
i dont think i can get up
i wont even want to get up
i want to continue going down and down
till i find you
and like what i've said, i will.