i have a million unspoken words to say
but the moment i saw you, everything seems so blank
sometimes i remembered, but i just couldnt find the right time to open my mouth
i could only stare at you, nothing would come out of my mouth

well, sorta had quite a day
ytd went loft after my cell bio paper
the paper (luckily) is kinda okay
not as hard as i ever thought
maybe can pass! :D
ok, went loft there and tried to sleep from 1 to 3 something
lying on the bed for like so long, but failed to sleep
somehow just cannot sleep
so, studied for a while
then had dinner at pizza hut with henry, jianshen, sihui and melicia
had quite a laugh there :)
then went back loft and i tried to sleep foor the second time
i told myself i will sleep at 10 and wake up at 1
so, i started cultivating the feeling to sleep at 9, but at 10 something i still couldnt sleep
so i went eating my instant noodles (apparently with a scissors, cos dont have fork)
then started studying until like 6 something
with coffee and green tea keeping me awake
then went bathe warm water!!
omg, its such a nice thing to be able to bathe warm water
LOVE IT!! :)
oh, and after that i really a bit tired cannot take it, so took a nap from 7 till 8
and then went out with jian shen to tackle our last paper
i went out 15 mins before the paper ended, reason being just nice i finish, and i feel like shitting
cos i know if i never shit and stayed inside, i wouldnt have the concentration and mood to continue thinking
so i decided to just pass up the paper and went convention centre to shit
and went back to loft
slept for like less than an hour and suddenly came awake for some reasons
then went eat with them at canteen 2 before going back loft to sleep again
this time i finally could sleep longer
woke up at 5 something going 6 and packed my bag before leaving loft to home
feels a little tired now, but i want to make sure i sleep at the right time, the time where i usually sleep

it wasnt the way i wanted this storyline to end
but i've learn to face reality
therefore, i didnt had that much disappointment that i would have before learning to face reality
but this isnt the end of everything
im prepared for the second volume of the book, where the story continues
where the journey starts again
im waiting patiently
im clinging on..

i really wish to turn back time
i want to feel those moments again
those were the finest moments that i ever had
they were the nicest parts
the parts where i couldnt have experience it now
but i know that i couldnt defy the law of physics
that i couldnt turn back time
so im gonna move on
im gonna create a world somehow
a world awaiting for you
for those finest moments to happen for the second time
trust me, i will
i will prove it with actions rather than words alone