tell me, tell me that i am a paranoid child
tell me its because i am being paranoid
tell be its not because its true
tell me.. tell me..
i never got a word of trust, never received it..
words like 'trust me', in that kind of tone, that made me trust without question, i dont think i heard that before..
right now, i feel myself lost in the path of darkness, i could never find my way through
the only light that shines, is the entrance which i came from..
and i dont want to go back, i want to move forward, to make it through the darkness..
into a place that i know i would be more happy in..
and now, i am lost, without any guide or anything; nothing..
without the sense of security..
not even a sense of touch that generate heat, essential for me to feel the presence and secured..
sometimes when i walk halfway, i'll hear seem to hear a voice that guides me..
but it only guides me half the way..
sometimes there isnt even any..
sometimes it seems to guides me the other way instead..
i dont know which path will guide me to the light, to you..
sometimes you guided me this way, sometimes you pushed me to another path..
its made me feel confused and lost..
but no matter what, i will persevere, i wont let go..
i will cling on..
i will make my way through and make sure i find an opening with a ray of light shining..
the different ray from where i first came in from..
i will roam inside until i find it, i wont stop..
unless you personally take my hand and grab me, and reject me..
pushing me out to where i came from..
telling me to give up..
if not, i will continue..
believe me, i will..
please, guide me in the right path
i dont expect you to guide me all the way, i just wanted you to guide me and tell me which path is the right way..
dont push, and then pull me..
dont guide me to east, then suddenly turn around 180 degrees to west..
do me a favour, lead me..
to the path that will lead to you..
to your heart..
please..
i want to make you happy..
