ok, i just went through the whole list of modules that im going to take in 3 years in NP with yuli just now
and i seriously think i made the wrong decision in my choice of course a year ago
im thinking whether i should change course next sem
cos i think i'll fail at least one module
and the problem with me is that i gave up studying bio 3 years ago, and now, everything came back to haunt
i didnt know why i chose this course in the first place
maybe i think too much about the outcome instead of the process
i want to advance in the field of forensics, thats why i chose this course
and i think i myself think too much about that that i forgot everything i study for 3 years will be like 80 - 90% bio stuff
seriously lost

sometimes, the beat thing to do is still to keep quiet and say nothing. keep everything inside to your own.
the more u try to say out, the worst the situation will get.